So, Randy Pausch (The Last Lecture) died.
*sigh*
Yeah. :-\
I'm gonna try to go back to bed...
Because there's nothing good to do at 6 am.
Random revelation:
Sometimes my heart feels torn and confused when it probably shouldn't even bother getting involved.
It's not the smartest muscle in my body sometimes.
My friend's spanking-new husband was deployed to Iraq... yesterday, I believe.
This means that I really should try to plan a road trip to Tennessee, where she is located.
I'd get to see Nashville.
Random revelation:
I like to run on a dark track with no one around because I talk to myself.
It's the only encouragement that works. Encouragement from my own mouth.
Because if I don't want to do something, it is impossible to talk me into it.
I'm probably going to go do a tiny bit of shopping today.
Get me some Moe's burritos. I haven't had one in forever.
Random revelation:
I am getting good at turning people into non-sexual entities.
I realized that yesterday when I thought about my ex-BFF.
As you recall, I saw him at the bar not too long ago.
I had been in love with him and thought I still had a crush on him...
but I couldn't even imagine having sex with him now.
Same thing goes for his brother.
(Which is why I didn't get involved with either one during HS. I mean, I had a crush on both?)
I think I'm going to check on a class now.
And then fall back asleep.
hug it out....
^_^
(( they'd kill to see you fall ))
- I'm trying to be strong. I think praying helps a lot.
- I still really hate my haircut.
- Today is a very -_- day.
- LOVE:
Last night I made a yummy dinner. Spaghetti (using macaroni noodles) steamed zuccini and garlic "breadsticks" (which were really just reg. bread cut into strips). It was sooooooo good. I can't wait to have leftovers for lunch. I haven't spent ANY MONEY in the last few days and that feels really good because I seem to have kept my mind off of it. Sometimes I think I would shop just because I was bored! Thats never a good reason to shop!
Alright I am getting back to work!
Kiki
I am a farmer who raise ducks and cows. The animals have a total of 9 heads and 26 feet. How many ducks and cows do I have?
Submitted by The BlueTie.
4 Cows + 5 Ducks.
I am the dying, the deceased, the decaying.
I am all that is ugly and wrong with the world.
I am hate covered in a smile.
I am seething rage hidden by a calm exterior.
I am tumultuous waves churning under a facade.
I care about you.
I care more about your well being than my own.
I care because I loathe the man I am becoming.
I care because it keeps the encroaching darkness at bay one more day.
I care because it is the last good thing I have to give.
I was deaf.
I was not mute.
I did not listen, only spoke.
I never heard your words.
I do not speak now.
I only listen.
I hear the silence left in your wake.
I am descending.
I am grasping at straws.
I am watching my sun set.