is everyone here make-believe?

bobby and I were enjoying one another and walking to class together this morning and remember the girl I mentioned a a few days ago, who saw us and yelled his name and who didn't acknowledge me at all even though I smiled at her the whole time and then finally gave her a dirty look at the end?

yeah well we had a brief moment with her again today as we walked by (i saw her coming from farther away but I distracted bobby with loving glances) and she yelled his name again and said hi what's up, etc, ignoring me again. SO this time Bobby was like "Sorry" and I was like "That's okay. I gave that girl a dirty look the last time" LOL

and then I explained what happened the last time we saw her about how i was smiling the entire time and she didn't so much as glance in my direction so i finally gave her a really dirty look before it was too late. he laughed and said he was sorry, though why he is apologizing is lost on me. it's not his fault every girl hates me for having him all to myself and pretends I don't exist when they see us together.

class was okay. my teacher really likes my color scheme for my senior project. various blues and the text on a nice pale yellow background. they work together. thank you artistically minded boyfriend.

i'm really super nervous about getting my latin test back.

bobby grabbed me lunch before i left school and we ate together. we were talking about my schedule for next semester and pre-reqs. he said he gets chills whenever he thinks of how it worked out with me and that graphic design class.

technically i was supposed to take fundamentals of 2-D design first but no one told me that before i took it, and when i found out mid-semester no one told me it wasn't okay. so i shouldn't have been in that class at all, but i was and i found him. =) thank you universe.

my FINAL SEMESTER classes (!!!) are these:

-latin 2 (yes! i'm gonna make it i'm gonna make it!)
-poetry (SIGH)
-medieval times (hopefully not TOOO writing intensive.. it's an english course.. i don't want a lot of useless work my last semester... i am only taking this to fullfill the 12 hr full time req!)
-computer literacy (from my "other studies" quota to fill. i'm pretty sure this will be easy folks)

this week is busy and it had BETTER be productive!!

"So... I have a theory. If we were to move in together right now... we would be eating ramen noodles every day for a year ... and I would be completely fine with that"

who'd have ever thought the sweetest thing would include the words "ramen noodles".

(in case you don't get it.. he's saying we'd be so poor we couldn't afford groceries, save for 40 cent packs of ramen noodles, lol... but he would gladly eat ramen for a year to be so close to me all the time) i feel the need to include the explanation because upon second thought, some might interpret this as "bobby really loves ramen noodles a lot".

Have you ever had a premonition? Did you heed it?
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I have some scarily accurate dreams at times... but I think it's usually when my subconscious has sneakily launched into overdrive after being brought to attention by things it refused to brush off as unimportant. A woman's keen perception...

It can be a powerful thing =)

Had my senior evaluation today. I am officially on the lists to graduate in the Spring =).

I only need 7 hours... With my remaining requirements (another poetry class, the second latin course and one more support course (currently undecided) I will be all done... but to remain full time I will need an additional class to take just for the full time status that financial aid requires of me... so I get to pick something else retarded to take.

I was smiling from ear to ear today. I know it's been 6 years and I shouldn't be all that proud of myself for taking so long, or surprised that it's finally happening.... but I feel so good about the fact that I'm finally going to wrap it up and move on.

I've experienced so many lessons in life in the past six years. It's amazing to look at the full course of things from this "on the other end" perspective. I was almost an entirely different person when I started college my freshman year.

I picture that girl in my head and she's almost a stranger to me. I knew so little then, was so naive about life and love and everything really. I'm still naive and I still know little in the great broad spectrum of things, but I can say I have come quite a long way.

This December, after the fall semester ends, I will spend the time off putting together my portfolio and making my resume. In the spring I will send it out and cross my fingers.

Soon, Bobby and I are going to visit the apartment complex we chose and view a room and tour the grounds. I figure doing this now would be a good idea, because as soon as the Spring semester starts, life will be passing more quickly than ever. I'll get this part out of the way at least, to see if we actually like it. Hopefully there will be an opening when I'm ready to take the leap.

Having to repeat myself over and over again. If you didn't hear me the third time, just smile and nod.

normally bobby calls me on his way over or at least lets me know he is on his way. yesterday i was laying in bed in sweatpants reading cosmo when i heard a knock on the door.

i ran downstairs to answer it and who is it none other than my delicious boyfriend, standing rather suspiciously with his hands behind his back.

he got me the prettiest bouquet yet! here it is in the vase i usually just keep some decorative stuff in:

I believe they are 12 big roses and .. more than 12 mini ones . Not the best angle to see them all, but something is seriously screwed in microsoft photo gallery because it freezes every time i try to open the big one. Honestly... i hate vista and DELL with a passion. I will NEVER purchase another computer from Dell. ANYHOW the flowers:

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So that's that.  We ordered chinese and watched Ice Age.

I will catch up with you guys this weekend hopefully.. I have to hurry and get ready for work now since my computer is such a slow piece of crap thanks to microsoft.

PS I bought the complete idiots guide to latin today. i'm already on pg 30 and it has cleared up SO MUCH already. i really think my professor would benefit just teaching from THIS book. i think i'll suggest that when evaluations come around.

i still occasionally get upset and annoyed over stupid things.

but when i see his face and his concern or if i see him rushing toward me looking upset that i may be upset because i've been waiting for an hour and a half... whatever frustration or anger i may be feeling just melts away... it fizzes out and all i want to do is embrace him and make sure he knows it's okay.

he always cares.
and i can't be angry when i see that in his eyes.

he comes before whatever bad feelings i may be having and just wipes them all out.

no one has ever been able to do that. perhaps it is me who has never cared so much before now?

to love and be loved... that is something i'd only ever THOUGHT I knew... before him.

pictures of bobby taking pictures ;)

look at that face when he realized what I was doing! hahaha...

some pictures I snapped:

We went to this wetland observation trail that's in the park and this is where he took some pictures for class. And here are a couple of us:

Bleh, haha.

I went shopping today and accidentally spent $50 on some scrapbook supplies.

"vacation" is only... 45 days away!  Yay! a long weekend with my boyfriend and six entire days away from walgreens. how perfect.

My sweet boyfriend brought me a cheeseburger from saturday nights leftovers and it was in his bookbag 3 hours before we got together. Any wagers on the likelihood of foodpoisoning? Haha... I love him so very much but ill probably never understand why almost all the men I know figure its okay to eat something that's been sitting out so long.

Where do you draw the line? Ill eat pizza in the morning if it was out all night but I think meat products cross the line for me.
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today ended up being PERFECT. bobby came over. we relaxed for a bit in front of my dads new 50" plasma TV. my dad ran out and bought it because he claimed the old one was flashing. i don't know if I posted about this yet or not but i was concerned when he and his pal were carrying it in. i was like "dad, please don't have a heart attack while i'm gone"...  it is kinda nice to have but i am not a big tv watcher so it really doesn't do much for me.

so after some nice quality together time, we went to eat at Salsitas. it's a really tasty mexican rest. around here. i know there are 2 in my area and they sell chips in grocery stores so maybe it's a national chain? i don't know. anyhow, it was his first time there and he really liked it.

so after that we went out to buy some more school supplies and i got my first comic book ever:

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We looked for a graphic novel instead so i could maybe start from the beginning but the book store we were in was smaller than say, borders or barnes and noble so we didn't find one. i think this is my boyfriends way of getting me into his nerdy comic books =) haha just kidding... i'm sure i will enjoy the story. i appreciate things like stories.

so now i have to go study my face off for latin and try to memorize a bunch of endings and stuff. wish me luck...

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